quitting!

so eventually I may post about things that have happened in the past two months.. the biggest thing being that I moved into my own apartment in Jan. And it is amazing and perfect and I love it. But more importantly today....

I AM QUITTING MY JOB. 

I am quitting my job. 

Yes, I am leaving the place that has probably been the biggest source of any of my misery for quite some time. The job that has been slowly eating away at my soul. I am letting go. But for real this time. Never have I come all that close to actually leaving this job. It's been 6 years, and I've been generally unsatisfied for about the last 3 of those years. To live life like that is such a shame and I won't do it anymore. 

After a couple recent emotional breakdowns in front of kat it was like enough was enough. For her to listen to and for me to live through haha. And then I released it and now it is happening today. I can't even begin to explain what this means for me. I know that quitting a shitty job might sound like common sense and might not seem like a big deal at all but in my life it really is. 

It's gonna take a serious amount of energy to hold in my joy and excitement when I hand over that letter of resignation.