life is short.

 

 

 

 

This is so the truth! Why should I waste my life away doing things that make me unhappy? I am so unbelievably bored and miserable at my job and it is taking up 40 hours of my life each week. This doesn't make sense. I have a way out now and I need to take it!

looking forward

I have seriously been neglecting my blog. I feel like I have been so busy the last few weeks I haven't even had time to think about posting. It's been work work work. And when I haven't been working I've been out of town.

Last night I had a dream that made me cry in my sleep and I can't stop thinking about it. Usually dreams that make me cry out loud involve someone close to me dying. Last night it was related to Uganda. In my dream I saw Robert and all of his and Carli's kids. (If you haven't read all of my blog, this is the family I stayed with while I was in Uganda.) I remember every single kid coming up to me and hugging me and I just cried and cried I was so overwhelmed and happy to see them. When I woke up in the morning my eyes were puffy from crying and I remembered the dream.

I really miss the family so much, so this dream doesn't surprise me at all. But honestly, being home has gotten a little bit easier every day. I've been doing a lot of personal work lately that has helped me accept being here a bit better. I'm just bored with my life I think and I crave the excitement I had while I was traveling. It's been a really rough time for me the past couple months but I can actually feel a difference lately. Things are lighter. One thing that has made a big difference and will hopefully continue to improve things for me is getting a new job! Yesterday I was offered a job. I am so happy to finally get away from the one thing in my life making me the most miserable. Looking forward to turning things around and getting on the right track!